Hey, it’s me, Dee, the bar manager of the X-Sisters Sex Bar in Second Life. I have a confession to make – one that I’ve had to keep from Lumi. You see, when I first met my fiancée, I wanted to impress her by telling her that I was a virgin. At first, it seemed like a funny little joke but eventually, it became something special to her. So I felt the need to keep the charade going. I can tell you honestly, that there have been so many times when that secret has nearly been uncovered. This is the secret life of Dee the Virgin Bar Manager.
The Secret Life of Dee the Virgin Bar Manager | The Book Club
I’ve always been a voracious reader, and the idea of starting a book club seemed like the perfect way to share my love for books with others or at least use that as an excuse to take customers to a room. At first, it was easy to keep up the act, but as the bar grew in popularity, it became harder and harder to juggle the two lives.
Lumi has always been supportive of my interests, but I could sense that she was growing suspicious of the exceptionally large tips. One day in the bar while it was packed with customers she turned to one and out of nowhere asked him…
“Help me with this confusion. She is going to a room with men, she gets tipped extra by reading books, and she stays a virgin. I trust her and I love her but is that normal?”
Thankfully, I am popular amongst our customers. I could feel the nerves building in my stomach, the unknown of what the reply would be. For a few moments, you could hear a pin drop in the bar as the atmosphere turned still and silent.
“Good storytellers can often make a lot of money” came his reply. I had been saved but how long could I keep this going?
The Secret Life of Dee the Virgin Bar Manager | The Guilt Remover
I almost wish to play the game as risky as possible. Giving blowjobs and fucking in the middle of the bar when she’s not around, knowing that at any moment Lumi could walk in. Thankfully I have never been caught but one day it will happen and I don’t know what I’ll do.
The internal struggle of keeping this secret has been a constant battle. On one hand, I want to be honest with Lumi and tell her the truth, but on the other hand, I’m afraid of losing her. The thought of her finding out and the potential fallout of that terrifies me.
At times, I’ve come close to confessing, but the fear of what could happen always held me back. The book club provided a much-needed cover, but it was always a thin veil that could easily be lifted. I know it’s only a matter of time before she finds out. The guilt and the fear of losing her are a constant source of internal struggle that I just can’t seem to shake off.
When that happens I always need to relieve some tension so a book reading needs to take place quickly to get my mind back on track. The guys always make sure to keep my secret, I guess they find it hot fucking me in a room above my partner with her oblivious to how well I milk their cock.
As you can see, I’m at a crossroads in my life. Do I confess to Lumi and risk losing her, or do I keep up the charade and continue living this lie?
What do you think I should do? Should I come clean and risk everything, or should I keep pretending to be a virgin and enjoy the benefits that come with it? Share your thoughts and opinions with me in the comments section below. Who knows, your insights could be the deciding factor in this crucial decision. Should I keep up the secret life of Dee the Virgin Bar Manager?
Alternatively, if you’re up for some fun and adventure, I have a proposition for you. Come join me at the X-Sisters Sex Bar, and let’s have a fun time while keeping my secret safe. This bar is the perfect place to indulge in your wildest fantasies and leave all your inhibitions at the door. With your help, we can create a fun and exciting cover for my little secret. So, what do you say? Are you ready to join me and become my accomplice?